♥ Wednesday ♥
28 Sep 2005, 09:18am |
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Hm. I haven't wroten here in a long time. Things have oddly been amazing for me. I've been dating some one for about a year and a half now. Been engaged to him since febuary. He's moving in with me this feb. When we move to FL. Then we'll be getting married about 6 months after that. Not much else has been going on with me. I'm about to start a job to get some funds for the move in Feb. Uhm. Yeah.
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♥ Monday ♥
07 Mar 2005, 12:05am |
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wow its been a long time.... xD
i got a hair cut....
-sigh- I SUCK
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♥ Saturday ♥
01 Jan 2005, 08:39pm |
♥ Wednesday ♥
15 Dec 2004, 03:38am |
| This is me now |
( Pics )
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♥ Wednesday ♥
15 Dec 2004, 03:24am |
| OK ..... first off, Meet justin |
Justin is a friend of mine in FL .... hes hot as hell, but hes a whore... - sniffle - oh well ... hes hot as hell lol
( pics of justin )
Hes Beyond fucking gorgeous..... and being that I have a hair fetish.... OMG! lmao
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♥ Wednesday ♥
15 Dec 2004, 02:46am |
♥ Wednesday ♥
15 Sep 2004, 02:59pm |
♥ Saturday ♥
11 Sep 2004, 04:33pm |
♥ Sunday ♥
15 Aug 2004, 02:09pm |
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i need to know who all on my friends list has a greatest journal im officially makeing the move to there... no more LJ no more DJ, any one that has a GJ and would like to added to the friends list. Let me know.
www.greatestjournal.com/~_g0d___
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♥ Saturday ♥
07 Aug 2004, 08:16pm |
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Kirk came today ... and took Jezzabell ... ;( i am ganna miss her. I'm kinda glad he didnt take cid tho, but I'm really going to miss jestaz lil face attacks and her ear biting... She was my Lil Jezta!!! Hopefully I will get to see her sometimes tho .. cuz shes a great puppy. Lol
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♥ Saturday ♥
07 Aug 2004, 02:21am |
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jose gave me his other beanie!!! ;x the flip one he was wearing in the old pics i had of him lolol ^^; I luff it!!
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♥ Tuesday ♥
06 Jul 2004, 02:28pm |
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Man jose didnt call me last night and i'm already tripping with suspisions -.- I just want a guy to treat me good, since i cant be with anyone i am truely in love with..... I'm done trying you know, im done talking about it... it isnt going to get me anywhere with them but broken. I love him so much, and i am hurting him, and annoying him....
blah .. any way ... im done .. im ganna sit here, if joses cheating on me ... hes cheating on me... and... i will dump him.. but... i prolly wont find out.. cuz i keep denying it to myself.... >_< Why would he want me to move in with him? ... you know... WHY THE HELL CANT MEN JUST CHOOSE?! WHY DO WE HAVE TO WORRY?!!!!!!
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♥ Sunday ♥
04 Jul 2004, 02:26pm |
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Cemetary Sweety [12:58 AM]: i think i stained my shirt
".: Tim :." [12:58 AM]: That's not good.
Cemetary Sweety [12:59 AM]: ;\
Cemetary Sweety [1:00 AM]: - talks to the floor -
".: Tim :." [1:01 AM]: =\ .. I need to go.. 'fore I get yelled at..
Cemetary Sweety [1:01 AM]: yea
".: Tim :." [1:01 AM]: I feel really bad..
Cemetary Sweety [1:01 AM]: dont worry about it
".: Tim :." [1:02 AM]: Too late..
Cemetary Sweety [1:02 AM]: just dont ok?
Cemetary Sweety [1:02 AM]: Have a good night
".: Tim :." [1:03 AM]: Never fuckin forget that I care about you. And don't think I'll stop.
".: Tim :." [1:03 AM]: I know you probably don't beleive it..
Cemetary Sweety [1:03 AM]: yea...
".: Tim :." [1:03 AM]: but whatever.
".: Tim :." [1:03 AM]: Just hear what I say.
Cemetary Sweety [1:03 AM]: ;x
Cemetary Sweety [1:03 AM]: ok..
Cemetary Sweety [1:04 AM]: dont blame me .. but its hard to believe .. sorry
".: Tim :." [1:04 AM]: The night you took those pills and shit. That.... I was so fucking pissed at you.. I cared about you.. and you were throwing everything away..
".: Tim :." [1:04 AM]: I understand that..
Cemetary Sweety [1:05 AM]: ... to me... everything left
Cemetary Sweety [1:05 AM]: so ..
".: Tim :." [1:05 AM]: So that means give up? Can't find new things?
".: Tim :." [1:05 AM]: Don't.. want to find new things, right?
Cemetary Sweety [1:05 AM]: theres nothing that would compare... so why bother?
".: Tim :." [1:05 AM]: You want the old things..
".: Tim :." [1:05 AM]: I understand..
".: Tim :." [1:06 AM]: You.. really think too highly of me..
".: Tim :." [1:06 AM]: Obviously.. I'm a jerk..
Cemetary Sweety [1:06 AM]: i dont think to highly of you
Cemetary Sweety [1:06 AM]: you think to low of you
Cemetary Sweety [1:06 AM]: and your not a jerk
Cemetary Sweety [1:06 AM]: you did what was best for you ...
Cemetary Sweety [1:06 AM]: cant blame you
Cemetary Sweety [1:06 AM]: I wouldnt be with me either heh
Cemetary Sweety [1:07 AM]: Just go head and go .. i'll ttyl
".: Tim :." [1:07 AM]: You'd better..
Cemetary Sweety [1:07 AM]: mhm ..
".: Tim :." [1:08 AM]: Night..
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♥ Saturday ♥
03 Jul 2004, 02:25pm |
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Last night was fun... for the most part
Jose was at the bowling alley till about 10 and we got there at 7:30 so .. not so bad
He bowled 3 games and then sat by me while i begged my sister to go buy herself 3 games, and get me food, cuz i wanted something to watch and something to eat, she finally did.
Jose was sitting next to me with his arm around me... and hes like " are you suprised im doing this..." and i was like " sitting next to me?" an he nodded and was all " Yea, with my arm around you while theres other gurls around " and I was like "your improving, but I'd REALLY be suprised if you did it while tim was around" and he laughed and said " if tim was here id be like ' wassup nigga ' " and he jumped up and walked away alittle but turned and sat back down. It was really funny.
Then he was bowling one game with my sister, and he was being goofy and my sister was like ' he can have a party with himself ' and i was like " yea like i do.... PARTY IN MY PANTS!!!!!!! " and she busts out laughing just as he comes back and was like " what she say now? " cuz we kept talking about his lil ass and his muscles and such and britt kept giggling when he walked back .. and britt told him .. and so he just shook his head alittle and then sat next to me and kissed me which was odd for him .. cuz it wasnt like... dark in the alley like the last time he did it and we wasnt back in the back corner, we were right by the lanes. it was nice ^^; ... and then he went to the bathroom cuz the game was over, and when he came back i was like " get the food "(cuz its a 15 min wait from after you order it) and he gave me this shocked look cuz i told him to do something.. and he was like " suck my dick " and pulled his shirt up alittle, and so i told him " not here " lol and then i got up and got the food cuz no one else was going to .. but i was so sleepy i thought if i ate i would throw up, so he ate it.. and i just layed my head on his shoulder, and he kissed my forhead ^^;;;;; i think that was nicer then the other kiss, just cuz .. it was like... cute you know? ... but... he kissed me again a few times while he was there.. he asked me when i was ganna come to his new house which i honestly dont know if i am going to lol but i wanna. He said hes comeing over tomorrow to pick up his puppy... so .. i dunno .. ;x lol i really have to clean my room but i dont want to!!! >_< but i will cuz we're having a family thing today too so its a good reason specially for jose... cuz he's never been to my house before ;x then we're suposed to go.. take the dog for a walk or to the park or something should be interesting ^^ I love this puppy to death and if he makes it hate me im going to be mad ...
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♥ Sunday ♥
20 Jun 2004, 12:16pm |
| if this is too long let me know and i'll put it in a cut ;x |
this is a pic i took of jose from friday night .. i liked it cuz it actually wasnt that blurry... he didnt move and you can see his face and he doesnt have some weird look like he usually does ;x and this is my boy!!!! hes glowing!!!!! lol
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OK yesterday i went to davids graduation party. Which was actually fun ... at first i just hung out with the adults cuz i figured the kids didnt really want me around... I know david coulda gave a fuck less if i was there or not... tho me and him was close as kids.... now a days.... nu uh .. and kristi to ( his sister ) she got really preppy... and i took another route.. kenny .. ( their brother ) he's kewl as hell .. he still talks to me and whatever.. so ... yea... i talked to him before any one else. He jumped on my back ... and was like "WEEE PIGGY RIDE !!! PWEESE! " ( he's 16 )... yea... any way ... ben was with him .. and ben ( their cousin ) was showing this lil kid his back handsprings and backflips and such ... cuz he tought himself how to do all of that .. and hes very good at it... lol ... so .. then .. they all went to play football and i was left alone again .. but when they finished they all played hackey sack and i watched that ... and then ... they all went to play volley ball .... minus sy, ben and kenny .. and i stayed with them ... then they all went to the volley ball thing... and after a few so did i... watched them play...and was all by myself again... then .. ryan ( david and thems.. step brother ) shows up out of no where.. so i start talking to him and... ben walked up.. and so i started talking to ben .. me and ben talked for a while actually .. about music, gurls, airforce, paintball.... we had alot in common .. ;x .. but....hes like.. 14 i think ;x lol ... any way ... he got really cute too ... too bad ..hes too young and lives in fl huh? ...
ben..... bad picture.. cuz you cant really see him .. and his hair is messed up from doing flips... hes a good kid.. nice to everyone.. hes a backyard wrestler.. he was telling me about when he was walkin down the street in a thong... oh yea... that was great to hear about... and he was like " im free balling " and .. jess was like " what? " and he said it like 3 more times and she didnt hear him.. and he yelled it... and i was laughing so hard.. cuz she goes .. " ohh.. whats that ? " .... and im like " hes got no undies on " and smiled all big and she was like " oooooooo " and he busted out laughing ... ;x i wanted to rape him!!
this is mike.... oooooo pretty mike!!!!!!!! ;x
sy .. bens older brother... rap motha fucka just like kenny and david.... lol... also does back yard wrestling... bens better looking tho ;x and sy was so burnt on his shoulders it was weird looking ;x
ryan being a idiot.... ;x lolol
i thought these were really funny .. cuz... they look like there ignoring eachother kinda in the first one.. and then .. i think his hand is up her shirt in the second... i dunno .. lmao ( kristi and her new bf )
mark and my unkle scoootttt ;x
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♥ Saturday ♥
19 Jun 2004, 12:02pm |
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new pics of me ... yes ... newest i have taken yesterday i believe .. while i was on the phone wit aj ... talking to tim online.. bothering him with pictures ;x
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♥ Saturday ♥
19 Jun 2004, 01:53am |
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blah ... UPDATE
today went ok .. it was a good day for the most part
Me, Jose, Scott and my sister was bowling.
Jose was chilling with me and talking to me on the steps until tim came around... then he got up and left to "bowl" tho .. he seemed like it was more because tim was there ;x.. i dunno
then .. after tim left ... me and him was chilling on the steps again and he was kinda mad at me cuz i was telling scott that .. he ignores me untill he wants something lmao .. and he got mad... but then he was all like whatever.. and he gave me a kiss cuz he thought i was smoking and i was like NOPE! and he wanted to check .. and that was kinda like .. woah cuz he's never kissed me in the bowling alley before... thennnnn... Me and him was all cuddled up on the stairs watching scott and britt bowl and he like... went to pull my shirt up some and im like uhhh what the hell and i stopped him and hes like " you always see my stomach let me see yours .. and i was like " Mines ugly " and i let him look and then pulled my shirt back down and he put his hand on my stomach and looked at me and was like " my babies ganna be in this belly " and he was just rubbing my stomach .. and i had my head on his shoulder.. and then ... troy came over .. and was like " awwww " and then played that song by nick lachey (sp?) i think its called " this i swear " and pointed at me and winked lmao ;x it was fun .. he kept kissing me ... and all that .. and then he was like .. come here and he grabbed me by the back of my neck and pulled me to him and just bit my neck .. leaving a hickie ;x ... i was like yea.. thanks .. now imma be introuble lmao ... but w.e.... I was enjoying my night ... I love being around that boy sometimes <3
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♥ Saturday ♥
12 Jun 2004, 01:50am |
♥ Thursday ♥
10 Jun 2004, 08:49pm |
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NEW LAYOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i fucking love this show !!!!!!!!!!
WeRd
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♥ Thursday ♥
10 Jun 2004, 05:23pm |
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ok in march .. jose bowled a 300 game ( perfect ) and when you bowl your first 300 you get a ring... with your name and everything... well joses been waiting for his ... forever... and was all pissed off that it was taking so long to get it ... well he got it .. i think saterday ... and today he brought it to the alley and gave it to me... told me to take care of it and shit... this is the only ring he can get unless he buys one next time he gets a 300 ;x which i doubt he would ... but its got his name on the inside part says " jose malave, which his last name is actually mc kenny .. but they have him down as his dads last name at the alley so w.e. lol
we played pool with him for a while... hes so fucking cute!!!!!!! i thought i wouldnt like him wit the hair cut .. but .. i do ... i dunno .. ;x lol .. his personality just makes up for everything i guess... hmmmmmm he like sat on my lap and then later stood infront of me and leaned back on me lol..... infront of justin !!!!!!!.. and a few other people i know but cant remember names right now lmao .. it was kewlllll
the only bad thing about today is... he's goin to the movies with racheal ;x stupid fucking blah !!!
amd in other news.... my mom woke me up at 5 am .. to go to the damn beach and watch venus sorta eclipse the sun ;x ... so much fun let me tell you lmao -.-
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