scatterheart

_epitome @ 2004-08-12T16:29:00

2004-08-12T20:40:59Z

i've gone shopping a lot in the past few days. i don't know why, but spending money until i have none is very satisfying. and, since you care so much, i'm going to compile a list of Things I Have Bought.

long black gloves
black & red schoolgirl skirt
anne rice - the vampire lestat
marion zimmer bradley - mists of avalon
black & red blazer
the cure - the top

& i placed an order on the dresden dolls' debut studio album. i can't wait to get it. ♥

i don't really know what else to say. i've been writing in my paper-bound journal a lot lately, so i don't really know what to do with my online journals.

_epitome @ 2004-08-04T10:10:00

2004-08-04T14:54:26Z

Last person who sent you an e-mail?: my mother...@__@
Last noise you heard?: ...
Who can you tell most of your secrets to?: no one.
If you could eliminate any words from our vocabulary, what would they be?: creamy.
Do your parents like the music you listen to?: they've never heard most of it. my dad likes björk, though.
What the strangest thing you've ever eaten?: i don't know...
Is your room clean?: slgjh ahaha not at all.
What do you have on the walls of your room?: pictures of visual kei bands/members, posters, a big super mario sheet.
Do you like cold, warm or hot showers?: depends..
What kind of razor do your use?: a normal one?
What color is your tooth brush?: blue. its name is mana :3
Have you ever bought anything on the internet?: only once or twice.
Where are you ticklish?: waist and..feet...
If you could sleep with 5 celebs @ different times (or at the same time if that's your thing) who would they be?:

1. miyavi..:D

2. gackt

3. kana

4. mana

5. i don't know the fifth D:

Bold the movies you've seen, underline those you own, italicize the ones you've seen parts of. Add three movies of your own.

01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. M
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
09. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job (the orignal only)
25. Goonies
26. Baseketball
27. The Spice Girls Movie
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Saftey of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc
35. Circle of Friends [D:...my mother made me watch it.]
36. Mary Poppins
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car
49. Ladyhawke
50. Ghostbusters
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
52. Back to the Future
53. An Affair To Remember
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Zoolander
60. A Walk to Remember
61. Chicago
62. Vanilla Sky
63. The Sweetest Thing
64. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead
65. The Nightmare Before Christmas
66. Chasing Amy
67. Edward Scissorhands
68. Adventures of Priscilla: Queen of the Desert
69. Muriel's Wedding
70. Croupier
71. Blade Runner
72. Cruel Intentions
73. Ocean's Eleven
74. Magnolia
75. Fight Club
76. The Beauty and The Beast
77. Much Ado About Nothing
78. Dirty Dancing
79. Gladiator
80. Ever After
81. Braveheart
82. What Lies Beneath
83. Regarding Henry
84. The Dark Crystal
85. Star Wars (the orginial aka episode 4)
86. The Birds
87. Beaches
88. Cujo
89. Maid In Manhattan
90. Labyrinth
91. Thoroughly Modern Millie
92. His Girl Friday
93. Being John Malkovich
94. Run Lola Run
95. The Color of Paradise
96. While You Were Sleeping
97. Signs
98. The Count of Monte Cristo (2002)
99. Chocolat
100. Breakfast at Tiffany's
101. Cold Comfort Farm
102. Titus
103. What's Up, Tiger Lily?
104. The Empire Strikes Back
105. Somethings Gotta Give
106. Underworld
107. Bruce Almighty
108. Along Came Polly
109. Lilo and Stitch
110. Princess Blade
111. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
112. Dawn of the Dead (the original)
113. Centerstage
114. Harry Potter and the Prizoner of Azkaban
115. Freaky Friday
116. What a Girl Wants
117. Jeepers Creepers
118. Dreamcatcher
119. Alice In Wonderland
120. From Dusk Till Dawn
121. Shrek 2
122. Beavis & Butthead Do America
123. The Neverending Story
124. The Hobbit
125. Snatch
126. To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar
127. Gone in Sixty Seconds
128. Psycho
129. Battle Royale (BEST MOVIE EVER<33)
130. Battle Royale II
131. KILL-BILL Vol. 2
132. Pulp Fiction
133. Postman Blues
134. AZUMI
135. Gen-X Cops
136. The Last Samurai
137. My Sassy Girl
138. The Breakfast Club
139. The Matrix
140. X-Men
141. X-Men 2
142. Ringu (japanese version)
143. The Ring (english version)
144. Ghost World
145. Laputa: Castle in the Sky
146. The Castle of Cagliostro

...i don't watch many movies.

Do you consider yourself a stylish person?: nah.
Screen name(s): cold mechanality (AIM), i_hear_violins (MSN)
Are you straight, bi, gay?: gay
Are you secretly interested in someone on your friends' list?: no.
What's on your computer desk?: my notebook, pens, CDs, nail polish...
What do your sheets look like?: they have...rainbow brite on them?
Name something you've done in the last 24 hrs no matter how big or small: attempted to dye clothes (it didn't work very well), cried, had really good bubble tea.
How long does it take you to get ready to go out?: get dressed, wash face, put on makeup...about a half an hour at the most.
Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors?: battle royale (well, i can say the subtitles), pirates of the caribbean, ghost world.
Do you ever go to sleep with songs on 'repeat'?: nope.
Are you a vegetarian?: no, but i don't eat much meat anyway.
What size is your computer screen?: you mean resolution? it's 800x600
Name one person your life is made better by: it used to be cory, but that's changed.
Name something that people say you do really well: they say i write well, which baffles me.
Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams?: nah, they're usually pretty straightforward.
Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area?: no.
Are you a fast typer?: not really.
Do people pick up your slang language more than you pick up theirs?: i tend to pick up my slang language from british books/films, not from other people *dies*
Name your worst quality: i whine.
Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the actual time?: no.
Tell me about your dream last night: i told cory something i've wanted to tell him for a long, long time.
What's your favorite cereal?: froot loops :3
What was the last compliment someone payed you?: that i'm pretty :\ not true D:
What is your favorite high school memory?: ugh, ones with cory.
What's in your wallet/purse?: purse: battle royale book, waterbottle, pocky box that i've been using to hold my money/cigarettes, other..stuff.
What is your daily before-going-to-bed ritual?: read for a half an hour.
What's your typical sleep wear?: tshirt and sleep pants.

project dress kodona is going well. i've dyed my hair black and now wear a faux lip ring in preparation for really getting it pierced.

taken on a shitty webcam at an internet cafe. i'm not wearing makeup in that picture. also, the webcam made me look like i have no nose. and really pale. oh well.

going to sahira's cottage on friday. michelle's going to be there too! i'm really looking forward to this. those two make me so happy; they're so much fun to be around!

_epitome @ 2004-08-02T19:49:00

2004-08-03T00:05:20Z

yeah so i've decided i should start dressing kodona/loli/aristocrat. because...yes. no more decora for me! to be honest, i'm a bit glad. all this tacky decora shit is getting to me. i went through my wardrobe today and i realised i have a lot of clothes that could work very well for any of those three looks. some of the clothes need dye jobs (i have this one jacket that's absolutely perfect but is army green which is just..bleh) and some of them need to be reconstructed but that's okay. it'll be a fun project!

um um yes. going to sahira's cottage on friday. she wants to hear some jrock so i'll burn a cd for her. we're working on looking like jrock stars XD

um. yeah. some chick in a convenience store called me a "cute little rocker girl" yesterday. i think it's funny how i always get labelled a rocker, because i don't think of myself as that.

_epitome @ 2004-07-25T20:13:00

2004-07-26T00:24:56Z

her: "you look really cool"
him: "you're the coolest girl in the world!"
WORST. DYING. LINES. EVER!

_epitome @ 2004-07-22T08:46:00

2004-07-22T13:04:19Z

okay. so apparently some girl you don't know very well and have had an on and off friendship with for less than a year is better than the girl you've been steady friends with for two years. thanks.

god i wish i would write about something new, but THE SAME PROBLEM KEEPS COMING BACK.
i've got to find some new friends.

_epitome @ 2004-07-20T23:33:00

2004-07-21T03:39:25Z

xh4rdc0r3x: im typing wuthb a cklothes pin on my finger

EVERYTHING IS BEING VERY FRUSTRATING RIGHT NOW.
*explodes*

_epitome @ 2004-07-17T09:46:00

2004-07-17T14:07:29Z

so i tried cutting my hair like yomi's, but it didn't exactly work. at all. it looks kind of neat, but i forgot that i have a cowlick when my bangs are short. so, argh.

watching battle royale with sahira and possibly crystal tomorrow. picking it up at the video rental place today. i'm tempted to watch it tonight.

i hate waking up early.

_epitome @ 2004-07-13T23:20:00

2004-07-14T03:26:35Z

_epitome @ 2004-07-12T09:33:00

2004-07-12T13:44:37Z

friday was wonderful. i went to the mug, played in a playground, drank delicious chocolate liqueur, went to an improv show (amanda walsh was in it, oh my), and bounced on a trampoline until five in the morning. good times, good times.

tomorrow, nyami and i are going to go rent battle royale — it'd better be worth the trouble we're going through!

_epitome @ 2004-07-06T21:23:00

2004-07-07T01:29:08Z

fact: i don't like it when people compliment me. it makes me very uncomfortable.

_epitome @ 2004-07-05T22:38:00

2004-07-06T02:45:22Z

i've spent all day reading stupid fanfiction, listening to the dresden dolls, and making stencils. the only really good-looking stencil i have so far is one of kyo. i love it to death. i can't wait to get a shirt to paint it onto.

i can't wait for friday.
i also kind of want school to start.
D:!

_epitome @ 2004-07-03T09:41:00

2004-07-03T13:46:31Z

hugh has a shirt with the periodic table on it.
i want that shirt.

_epitome @ 2004-07-01T22:44:00

2004-07-02T02:51:00Z

it really bothers me that my ex wants to talk to me more than my best friend does.

but i've whined about that subject enough.

i need a smoke D:

ps happy canada day.

_epitome @ 2004-06-29T18:23:00

2004-06-29T22:33:11Z

i seem to have taken up smoking.
i hate it, but i also love it.

i hate the way it makes my hair &my breath smell.
i hate it because it's so unhealthy, &because it's so frowned upon.

i love it because it's just so relaxing to sit in my room, light up a cigarette, sit by the window, and watch the patterns in the smoke.
i love it because i can sit around and feel like i'm actually doing something. i'm not just sitting – i'm smoking!

anyway, i'm not doing it very much.

one cig or two a day.
and i can only do it when my dad's out, so if he's in all day, i'm not smoking all day.

:\

ps. i have a flower in my hair.

_epitome @ 2004-06-28T16:23:00

2004-06-28T20:33:53Z

all the things you said were pointless.

now you go on dropping names.

_epitome @ 2004-06-28T13:10:00

2004-06-28T17:16:47Z

_epitome @ 2004-06-26T13:40:00

2004-06-26T17:47:29Z

your arms are calling out,
they wave like a swarm of sound.
you pull the sounds from scores of notes,
you step the stage and take control.
control.

_epitome @ 2004-06-25T14:10:00

2004-06-25T18:17:12Z

hmm ... it's not a good sign when your best friend blocks you on AIM.

i slept for 14 hours tonight, and i think i'm going to go sleep some more.

i missed my interview and i can't reschedule D:

_epitome @ 2004-06-25T00:51:00

2004-06-25T05:09:47Z

i realise that right now, what i need, is pure genuine physical affection. i want someone to hold my hand and hug me and stroke my hair and tell me it's all better. i've never had very much physical affection in my life, but i think now is the time to start receiving it.

_epitome @ 2004-06-25T00:22:00

2004-06-25T03:29:09Z

you know, i think i'd make a really hot boy. i'm not a very pretty girl, but i'd be a very very pretty boy.

ps. the party was a disaster. i got very nervous and obsessive-compulsive near the end and started stacking things.

_epitome @ 2004-06-24T12:40:00

2004-06-24T16:47:41Z

lollapalooza (the whole tour) is cancelled.
sahira's backed out of going to rocky horror tomorrow.

it seems like a lot of things i'm looking forward to are beng cancelled. oh well. at least i have cory's party tonight, and i'm going to the gay pride parade on sunday. and i have two interviews! and one is for a toy store!

i wish i could make skins for the sims on ps2...i want a hide skin!

_epitome @ 2004-06-23T10:58:00

2004-06-23T15:11:43Z

http://www.theorderofthephoenix.net/rumors.htm

In 5th book Sirius was killed and she says that no magic can bring back the dead to life. But in book 3 Buckbeak dies and with the help of the time-turner Hermione and Harry to bring back the dead Hippogriff so I think Sirius can also possibly return to life. submitted by Nirmal

okay. NO. obviously this person isn't looking very deeply into the third book, or else s/he would realise that ALL THE EVENTS ARE INTERTWINED. they didn't actually see buckbeak's head being chopped off, the "swish and thud" was the axe hitting the fence when macnair got mad.

and i WISH WISH WISH people would stop saying that harry saw professor quirell die. uh, maybe if you saw the movie. but if you read the book, he didn't.

The new 'Defence against the Dark Arts' teacher will be a woman. Mrs Figg has to be the smart choice as it is likely that she is a witch who will help protect Harry. Perhaps Fleur Delacour as the second choice.

uh, yeah, no. mrs figg is a squib. not a witch. GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT, PEOPLE.

There are rumours that the dementors could join forces with 'The Order of the Phoenix to help fight the evil power of Voldemort and his followers.

why would they do that? voldemort will give them exactly what they want: souls. what would the order of the phoenix have to offer them?

UGH.

_epitome @ 2004-06-21T19:11:00

2004-06-21T23:21:46Z

new user pictures & colours over here.<3 pink&green.

i went shopping at valuevillage today. got three shirts & a pair of jeans & a SUPER MARIO BROS. TOPSHEET. the topsheet is to be hung on my window. i saw a very very very spiffy pair of black platform shoes but my father wouldn't let me buy them. &really, i want to have my lip pierced more than i wanted those.

today i saw a boy who looked exactly like dudley dursley. i laughed really hard.

_epitome @ 2004-06-19T12:58:00

2004-06-19T17:06:58Z

~~sleepytime gorilla museum~~
this bike is a pipe bomb
~~the killers~~
silver ash
~~the birthday massacre~~
all the king's men
helicopter helicopter
planes mistaken for stars
minor threat
the killing tree
guitar wolf
mew

_epitome @ 2004-06-18T16:53:00

2004-06-18T21:02:58Z

schedule for the next week:

sunday: midsummer.
thursday: cory's going-away party for kira.
friday: rocky horror!
sunday: pride parade.

it looks like i have a lot going on. for me, anyway. the other days, i'm thinking of handing out resumes and doing other stuff. reading, mostly, though.

i can't really believe how much time i've got to do stuff. i've got full DAYS. good lord. i need some ice cream.