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[12 Aug 2004|04:29pm] |
i've gone shopping a lot in the past few days. i don't know why, but spending money until i have none is very satisfying. and, since you care so much, i'm going to compile a list of Things I Have Bought.
( the list )
i don't really know what else to say. i've been writing in my paper-bound journal a lot lately, so i don't really know what to do with my online journals.
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[04 Aug 2004|10:10am] |
( a bunch of dumb surveys because i'm bored and lazy. )
project dress kodona is going well. i've dyed my hair black and now wear a faux lip ring in preparation for really getting it pierced.
taken on a shitty webcam at an internet cafe. i'm not wearing makeup in that picture. also, the webcam made me look like i have no nose. and really pale. oh well.
going to sahira's cottage on friday. michelle's going to be there too! i'm really looking forward to this. those two make me so happy; they're so much fun to be around!
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[02 Aug 2004|07:49pm] |
yeah so i've decided i should start dressing kodona/loli/aristocrat. because...yes. no more decora for me! to be honest, i'm a bit glad. all this tacky decora shit is getting to me. i went through my wardrobe today and i realised i have a lot of clothes that could work very well for any of those three looks. some of the clothes need dye jobs (i have this one jacket that's absolutely perfect but is army green which is just..bleh) and some of them need to be reconstructed but that's okay. it'll be a fun project!
um um yes. going to sahira's cottage on friday. she wants to hear some jrock so i'll burn a cd for her. we're working on looking like jrock stars XD
um. yeah. some chick in a convenience store called me a "cute little rocker girl" yesterday. i think it's funny how i always get labelled a rocker, because i don't think of myself as that.
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[25 Jul 2004|08:13pm] |
her: "you look really cool"
him: "you're the coolest girl in the world!"
WORST. DYING. LINES. EVER!
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[22 Jul 2004|08:46am] |
okay. so apparently some girl you don't know very well and have had an on and off friendship with for less than a year is better than the girl you've been steady friends with for two years. thanks.
god i wish i would write about something new, but THE SAME PROBLEM KEEPS COMING BACK.
i've got to find some new friends.
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[20 Jul 2004|11:33pm] |
xh4rdc0r3x: im typing wuthb a cklothes pin on my finger
EVERYTHING IS BEING VERY FRUSTRATING RIGHT NOW.
*explodes*
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[17 Jul 2004|09:46am] |
so i tried cutting my hair like yomi's, but it didn't exactly work. at all. it looks kind of neat, but i forgot that i have a cowlick when my bangs are short. so, argh.
watching battle royale with sahira and possibly crystal tomorrow. picking it up at the video rental place today. i'm tempted to watch it tonight.
i hate waking up early.
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[12 Jul 2004|09:33am] |
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friday was wonderful. i went to the mug, played in a playground, drank delicious chocolate liqueur, went to an improv show (amanda walsh was in it, oh my), and bounced on a trampoline until five in the morning. good times, good times.
tomorrow, nyami and i are going to go rent battle royale — it'd better be worth the trouble we're going through!
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[06 Jul 2004|09:23pm] |
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fact: i don't like it when people compliment me. it makes me very uncomfortable.
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[05 Jul 2004|10:38pm] |
i've spent all day reading stupid fanfiction, listening to the dresden dolls, and making stencils. the only really good-looking stencil i have so far is one of kyo. i love it to death. i can't wait to get a shirt to paint it onto.
i can't wait for friday.
i also kind of want school to start.
D:!
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[03 Jul 2004|09:41am] |
hugh has a shirt with the periodic table on it.
i want that shirt.
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[01 Jul 2004|10:44pm] |
it really bothers me that my ex wants to talk to me more than my best friend does.
but i've whined about that subject enough.
i need a smoke D:
ps happy canada day.
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[29 Jun 2004|06:23pm] |
i seem to have taken up smoking.
i hate it, but i also love it.
i hate the way it makes my hair &my breath smell.
i hate it because it's so unhealthy, &because it's so frowned upon.
i love it because it's just so relaxing to sit in my room, light up a cigarette, sit by the window, and watch the patterns in the smoke.
i love it because i can sit around and feel like i'm actually doing something. i'm not just sitting – i'm smoking!
anyway, i'm not doing it very much.
one cig or two a day.
and i can only do it when my dad's out, so if he's in all day, i'm not smoking all day.
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ps. i have a flower in my hair.
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[28 Jun 2004|04:23pm] |
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all the things you said were pointless.
now you go on dropping names.
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[26 Jun 2004|01:40pm] |
your arms are calling out,
they wave like a swarm of sound.
you pull the sounds from scores of notes,
you step the stage and take control.
control.
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[25 Jun 2004|02:10pm] |
hmm ... it's not a good sign when your best friend blocks you on AIM.
i slept for 14 hours tonight, and i think i'm going to go sleep some more.
i missed my interview and i can't reschedule D:
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[25 Jun 2004|12:51am] |
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i realise that right now, what i need, is pure genuine physical affection. i want someone to hold my hand and hug me and stroke my hair and tell me it's all better. i've never had very much physical affection in my life, but i think now is the time to start receiving it.
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[25 Jun 2004|12:22am] |
you know, i think i'd make a really hot boy. i'm not a very pretty girl, but i'd be a very very pretty boy.
ps. the party was a disaster. i got very nervous and obsessive-compulsive near the end and started stacking things.
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