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[17 Jan 2005|10:23pm] "The wheel of time turns, and ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the age that gave it birth comes again. In one age called the third by some, an age yet to come, and yet an age long past, a wind rises in the mountains. There are neither beginnings nor endings to the turning of the wheel of time. But this was a beginning." - Robert Jordan The kid is not my son...

[31 Oct 2004|12:25pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | "Acoustic #3"~Goo Goo Dolls ] haven't updated in a while.. i mostly update in my other journal...so yeah. plus, i've been busy with the musical and what-not. anyone want to go see it? it's $7 a ticket, and you can buy at the door if you'd like. that's all i got. The kid is not my son...

GO BUY IT NOW! [20 Oct 2004|01:32pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | "Labyrinth"~The Cure ] 1 Billy Jean The kid is not my son...

smile like you mean it! [11 Oct 2004|09:17pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | "Smile Like You Mean It"~The Killers ] woke up this morning around 10:30...then started freaking out, cuz i thought we had rehearsals. i don't think we did, and if so, i obviously didn't go. anyways- saw that Megan called me, so i called her back. we talked for about an hour. yeah...i kept MENTIONING stuff...and yeah...shut up. lol. I DO NOT, MEGAN. I DON'T! at least, i don't think i do...? i dunno...SHUT UP. lmao. did some laundry, filled out my application for Tennessee, and then ate my left-overs from Outback Steakhouse. mmmm. STEAK! lol. tomorrow, i believe that we have rehearsals from 7-9pm. yes, i am right. -thumbs up- jena called me last night when i was oot and aboot, and when i called her back, she didn't answer. i dunno...it's kinda weird. she disappears for a while, and then comes around when she's bored, or so it seems. Lea agrees with me on that. it sucks, cuz she claimed to be my "best friend" but hasn't been around when i really need her. -sigh- well, that's kinda depressing. i'm taking my Senior pictures tomorrow. well, the yearbook pictures. i'm getting the nice pictures done by my cousin on Friday. i'm kinda not looking forward to it, cuz i hate my picture being taken, cuz i never look good in pictures. and, my mom doesn't want to get the touch-ups where they take my braces off and what-not. that would be weird though, seeing me with no braces. i've had them for about 3 years now. wow. i was watching "SNL: Best Of Chris Kattan" earlier. i love him. when he plays Mango and the brothers who dance for the celebrities and make the little shirts and everything...hahaha! yeah, no one has no idea what i'm talking about. lol. i watch WAY too much TV i think. i don't feel like writing anymore. meh. and...i'm out...:) The kid is not my son...

kimbobo [04 Oct 2004|04:59pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | "Over and Over"~Nelly Featuring Tim McGraw ] this here is Kimbobo. enough said. the pictures say the rest. enjoy! :) ( The Camera Loves Kimbo... ) i love cameras. :) and...i'm out...:D The kid is not my son...

whoring [28 Sep 2004|05:13pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | "Unaffected"~Hoobastank ] i have to spread the word of thsi journal community. wanna know more about it? then just check it out. or monstrosity i have rehearsal tonight around 7. should be alright. i saw Karczewski after school today, and he gave me my reccomendation letter. it's awesome. haven't seen him in a while, so it was good to see him. that's all i got for now. i'm gonna go and do my homework or something. and...i'm out...:P The kid is not my son...

-yawn- [27 Sep 2004|03:55pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | "The Party Song"~Blink-182 ] didn't go to school today. didn't feel well. yep. last night was our first rehearsal. it was ok, i guess. so, first i was Marty, then he switched me to Frenchy. i hope he makes up his mind and keeps me at one. lol. tomorrow is our second rehearsal, and yeah. should be alright. saturday is Melissa's birfday, and also homecoming. well, i'm not going to homecoming because i forgot to buy a ticket, and i didn't get a dress or shoes yet. so oh well. but i am going to Prom. after homecoming, everyone wanted me to hang out with them, but i'm not sure because Melissa wanted to hang out too. i'll probably end up going with her since it's her birthday and all. plus, i haven't had a chance to hang out with her much, since she started working and i started getting involved more with school. blah blah blah blah blah. reading a new book. it's a ghost story that's supposed ot be true. i only got to the 2nd page, though, cuz i always end up falling asleep. i'm reading that and "Dead Man Walking." i've seen the movie, and i've already read that book, so yeah. kinda boring. finally heard from Jena. she's been in the city all of last week. still didn't break up with Brad. i dunno what's going on with her other than that. :\ um...there's nothing really more for me to say right now. i have to get busy with homework. i have a few projects due this week. yep. and...i'm out... 2 Billy Jeans The kid is not my son...

-sigh- [21 Sep 2004|05:41pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | "My Boo"~Usher ] (a little late, i know...but...) Bears: 21 Greenbay: 10 That kick ass game! i called my Aunt Pat in Wisconsin that day to let ker know. yep, she was pissed. -shrugs- ah, well, who cares. so, call backs were yesterday at about 5:15. today, he was supposed to put the list of characters up to see who was gonna be who, but now he's gonna wait until tomorrow. THE ANTICIPATION. i swear, if i have to wait ONE MORE friggin' day...ugh. i hope i got a good part. -crosses fingers- i went to go see "Cellular" with Kimbo, Albo, and Margarita on Friday. that movie was awesome. and the guy who was in it was fine...with his shirt ON, that is. weird, eh? haha, but yeah. still a great movie. DAMN DIRTY COPS! -shakes fist at them- going to work in a few. -yawn- ended up going to Holsey's house yesterday to watch them play. he is awesome at the drums. yeah, that's all i got on that bit. saw Nick today after school with Alex. they were on their way to go jam. i was gonna go, but yeah, didn't feel like it. i'm gonna go...not really sure what else to put in here, so yeah. leaving now. and...i'm out...:| 1 Billy Jean The kid is not my son...

1/2 day... [20 Sep 2004|12:13pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | "Friday I'm in Love"~The Cure ] whoo...thank goodness for getting out early. Stephen, Bethany, Dan, some other kid (sorry, can't remember your name!), and i went to burger king 4th period. we were supposed to go to pizza hut, but no one wanted to go really. -shrugs- Lea and i sat next to each other in the auditorium for the assembly, and we were making fun of Dean Barnes. (that hooker!) haha...it was fun. i have call backs tonight at 5:15, but i'm gonna get there early so i can help Karlina with Rizzo's song. Karlina is such a sweety. Tiffany got called back too, so i'm gonna be glad to see her there tonight. her brother Chris is bad ass on the guitar. Levi finally came back to school after his 10 day suspension. he got fined $140 (or something like that) for that one sign he put up on the new building. he wanted me to go over to Holsey's house to watch them play, but obviously i didn't go. Alex left with his friend Keith to drop his shit off at his house and then they were heading over there. oh well. haven't heard from Jena in a few days. not since Friday. yesterday, Melissa and i hung out for a little bit. she was always talking about how she was friends with this one guy named Robert. well, i had no idea who she was talking about, until last night. i found a pic of him in the yearbook, and i found out he was the kid that used ot jump on everyone's back at school, and he used to go skating. so yeah, small frickin' world. and...i'm a vegetarian now. no, for real. i am. weird, huh? that's all i got. and...i'm out...:) 2 Billy Jeans The kid is not my son...

-sneezes- [19 Sep 2004|10:15am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | "Blue and Yellow"~the USED ] Laura has a little cold today. same one i've had last week. GREAT. haven't updated in a while...mainly because i haven't been online in while. i've been so busy with school, having a shit-load of homework and what-not. plus, i've been auditioning. :) so, monday was the auditions, and i danced and sang. Zigrossi gave me a complement, which i guess he never does, and it's a possibility i could get the lead. i have no idea what part i want though. i can either be the prude who turns into a whore in the end, the whore, the other whore who digs older guys, the mousy whore, the fat whore, or the annoying cheerleader. hm. so, whatever i get, i'll live with i guess. well, Friday was "call-backs" and all of us had to do a reading. tomorrow, on his board outside his room, he's going to have a list of people's names that he wants to come back and sing certain songs to see which part would be best for them. so i'm kinda nervous all over again. oh well, i'll live. i'm getting A's in a lot of my classes. hella-awesome. Friday, around midnight, John came over. we sat on my front porch and talked for the longest time...or so it seemed. there was a lot that i didn't know about him...and he learned a few things about me too. he's such a sweetie. and NO...I'M NOT GOING TO GO OUT WITH HIM. one, because he's still going out with Kerri, and i'm not one to break a person up with their girlfriend on purpose. and 2: i think that my old boyfriends ruined the whole dating thing for me. having someone who whined a lot and was so insecure and somewhat abusive was kinda annoying. and then, there's the stalker. and we must not forget all of the other guys who were just plain assholes. so yeah, i'm fine being alone for now. that's all i got for now. i'm gonna go and get dressed. and...i'm out... The kid is not my son...

some pics and what-not... [11 Sep 2004|03:43pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | "Amber"~311 ] lookit me...putting pics in here. yeah...i'm THAT fucking bored. me before i got my hair cut and what-not. me with no makeup, after my hair cut...but before i highlighted it. (and i don't have a pic of my hair now...cuz my camera is being gay...so yeah...live with it.) eyeballs! Albo with my printer. Kinda dark...but it's my brother with Jena picking his nose. and that's is for now, unless i can scrounge up some better ones...-shrugs- and on about my day. :) going to babysit tonight at Roger's. should be interesting. they're going clubbing because it's Shannon's birthday, and Ashlee is in town too. John might stop over there...maybe. :) not really sure what else to say...so yeah, i'm gonna go. and...i'm out...:D 2 Billy Jeans The kid is not my son...

80's stuff now... [11 Sep 2004|03:30pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | "When Doves Cry"~Prince ] "When Doves Cry" (by Prince) How could you just leave me standing, Alone in a world so cold? Maybe you're just too demanding. Maybe I'm just like my father--too bold. Maybe you're just like my mother. She's never satisfied. Why do we scream at each other? This is what it sounds like, When doves cry. Which 80's Song Fits You? brought to you by Quizilla You're Labyrinth. You dig Jim Henson and muppets are your friends. Which 80's movie are you?? brought to you by Quizilla You are a Gremlin What 80's idol are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are Ferris Beuller. You bastard! Everyone want's to be Ferris. Now go back and answer the questions properly. Which 80's Movie Character Are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are The Goonies! This is a really big classic, and consider yourself as part of the gang and adventurous if you get this one. What 80's Movie Are You? brought to you by Quizilla The kid is not my son...

some quizzes...for boredom... [06 Sep 2004|04:08pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | "My December"~Linkin Park ] You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is the most free-spirited and adventurous. You like camping, hiking, or interaction with other people. Your a social butterfly, but not because of your style, but because of your willingness to communicate with everyone. You probably have close friends who can rely on you because you always seem to know whats going on in the world. You love music and are free-spirited and someone fun to be around. A born leader and great explorer-dont ever change-the world needs more people like you. What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes shipwrecks find you and raving men want you. You are a bottle of talent and power. What the unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a very few of you, what a rare find. What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics) brought to you by Quizilla You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene at most times but like Wind, you're scary when you're mad. You probably have a talent of singing and even your speaking voice is lovely. You have an innocent type of beauty that makes you look younger than you are and you like close relationships with people. What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES) brought to you by Quizilla you enjoy dancing and music....you tend to be rather cool headed... your an air elemental or a faerie. What elemental being are you? brought to you by Quizilla Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life. What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla Bright Eyes - Bowl of Oranges Compassion and understanding rule your life - seeing other people makes you happy, and at the same time, you grasp the fact that life can't be great all the time. After all, how would we ever appreciate the sun if we never see the rain? You have a subtle optimism that keeps your head up in even the most dismal times, which gives strength to those who witness it. Life can never get the best of you, because you've got the strength inside you to conquer anything. What's Your Theme Song? brought to you by Quizilla The kid is not my son...

-cocks gun- [06 Sep 2004|12:55am] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | "Say Anything"~Good Charlotte ] shoot me...and do it now! been over at Melissa's for the past couple of nights. last night, we went to the pool hall with Triston, Shawn, Kim, and Ryan...and we saw Jose, John, Nick, and Jeff there. i had a great time, but Melissa didn't seem to. John ended up soming over here until about 5:30, and then we finally fell asleep around then. did community service at my mom's work...and finished the project there. tonight, we went to the pool hall with Jena and we saw Nick there. then Jena went and told him that i htought Jeff was cute...which was stupid because i knew that he had a girlfriend, and my saying that he's cute has nothing to do with wanting to go out with him...so i was kinda frustrated. tomorrow is my mom and dad's anniversary. great. i feel like shooting myself...or hiring someone to do it for me. -blinks- i have so much shit going through my head right now...and no one to vent to. i mean, i know Melissa is here and everything, and that i can trust her...but i just...can't. i dunno... -covers eyes- shoot me. The kid is not my son...

"There are worst things i could do..." [01 Sep 2004|05:11pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | "There Are Worst Things I Could Do"~Grease ] stayed after school today for thw musical workshop thing. then, i went to sign up for book club. so what? i'm a nerd who likes to read. poop on you! anyways...yeah. auditions for the musical start after labor day. i'm pumped! the musical this year is going to be Grease. :D i;m so excited! i missed youth group yesterday, but i'm sure to go next week. other than that, nothin' much goin on. been busy with school work. speaking of school...WHERE THE HELL IS JENA??? she hasn't been in school since last wednesday. yeah... well, i need to type up this script for English, cuz we have to do a skit on Friday. so i'm gonna do that, and then Math homework. farewell. 6 Billy Jeans The kid is not my son...

-yawn- [29 Aug 2004|07:09pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] [ music | "Takin gOver Me"~Evanescense ] so...this week kinda sucked. Monday: had to work, so i was unable to take Alex out to get her a birthday gift. so, i still feel bad about that because i don't know what to get her, and i think she's mad at me. mainly because i mentioned some rumor about Steve to her, and it's not like i BELIEVED it...i just thought i should tell her incase she hears it from someone else. i dunno. Tuesday: Sickness. out with Tonsilitus. didn't work, but didn't feel good. Wednesday: didn't have my gym shorts. got in trouble. had to work. then, i spent the rest of the night dying Melissa's hair, and got dye on my favorite Hurley shirt. Thursday: Sick again. then, hurt my foot. didn't go to work. Friday: realized i couldn't walk. my foot was looking extremely puffy. also noticed that when i tried to put my shoe on, i toes felt like someone was pulling them off. so, naturally, i went to the doctor later that day. realized that i broke my foot. GREAT. Saturday: went to Aaron's 18th birthday party. yeah, it sucked. i feel so bad for him. Aunt Linda doesn't give him ANY freedom. after dinner at Smokey Bones, i went to babysit for Roger around 9. he didn't leave his house with Shannon until 10:45-ish. they came back an hour later. -blinks- Sunday: did nothing but limp around. ate dinner, and went upstairs to clean up my bookcase and put my books away. started reagin "Red Dragon" by Thomas Harris. i have to start a project for Law class that's due tomorrow. should be a breeze. i have to read a court case and discuss it tomorrow, and then i have to create or improve an existing law while following the 5 guidelines for writing a law, and then present it. i also have to write up my sociology paper, and then finish my scrapbook for English. my throat hurts. i'm gonna go and do those projects now... and...i'm out... 4 Billy Jeans The kid is not my son...

new layout...? [28 Aug 2004|11:56am] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | "She Will Be Loved"~Maroon 5 ] i need to change my journal layout. i'm bored with this one, cuz it's been this way for so long. plus, i dunno, i feel like it? well, i went to the doctor last night, and basically i broke 2 toes and part of my bone near the toes. and, it hurts like hell to walk on it. i get out of gym for about a week, and then i have to go to a follow-up exam and see where i go from there. i get an elevator key though for school. awesome. today is my cousin Aaron's birthday. we're gonna go and eat at Smokey bones-something or other up near AMC. GREAT. he's 18 years old, and my aunt still treats him like her little boy. she doesn't let him do anything or see anyone, and is very overprotective of him. i swear, he's gonna grow up to be a serial killer. IT ALL STARTS WITH THE MOTHERS. my grandpa is back in the hospital. my mom got a call this morning from Grandma Ruby (the drunk) and she said that grandpa was brought back there. ihs health has been going downhill. i really hope he's ok and pulls through. i already had one grandpa die this year, i don't want both of them gone. although, sometimes Grandpa does seem gone because of his Alzheimer's. -sigh- great, now i'm in a bad mood. i'm gonna go and get dressed and ready to go. then, i'm gonna sit on my ass and watch "The Breakfast Club." and...i'm out... The kid is not my son...

lookit me...all PEE'D off... [27 Aug 2004|12:52pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | "There Is"~Box Car Racer ] yeah, haven't had a good couple of days. i was sick yesterday, and while i was at home, i broke my foot. so i missed 2 days of school in a row, and i'm mad. i don't like to be behind. i'm sure i'll catch up, but i freak out when it comes to school stuff. i'm gonna go though...my foot hurts, i ahve to elevate it. and...i'm out... 2 Billy Jeans The kid is not my son...

"lookit me, Ma!...i'm throwing up pea soup!" [18 Aug 2004|05:40pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | "Only One"~Yellowcard ] well, that pisses me off...i had this long ass entry typed out, and my computer started going nuts. now, i have to start from scratch...and i have to hurry because "That 70's Show" is on, and i wanna go watch it... so my dad went and bought me the 3-pack of the Exorcist 1, 2, and 3. i just wanted the first one, but whatever. it was weird watching it...when i was little, it wasn't that scary because i didn't really get it. but watching it the other night...i was in freak-out-mode. i dunno...maybe it's because i'm Catholic. -shrugs- lol. well school officially pissed me off once again today. my schedule: still fucked up. my counselor told me to come in today to get it settled. well, in the mornings, you need a pass to come in earlier than the doors open. i went there right before classes started, around 8 or so, and some lady gave me this slip and told me to fill it out, to see if i'm important enough to call back. well, thank you very much. so, they never called me down. so i went down there 6a, and Bafia wasn't even there. -blinks- what a waste of walking around. i gave up, so i went to Subway with Kimbo and Alex, and then came home. oh well...i'm not going to classes that i shouldn't even have. what's the point? Karczewski agreed to write me a letter of recommendation for college, so i'm excited about that at least. he said that he's make up some good lies to make me sound like a top-notch student. lol. nice. i want to get the Yellowcard album. i really like their songs. i think i will this weekend. Friday, i'm supposed to work, but i'm skipping out and going to a battle of the bands at the Channahon three river festival (i think that's what it's called). some local bands are playing there, and i haven't been to one of those in a long while. of course, i don't want to go by myself. anyone up for coming with? let me know... shit...i missed "That 70's Show." well, that's disappointing. oh well...re-runs. that's all i think i have to say for now. well, all that i can say for YOUR viewing pleasure...anything else i say that i'm thinking will drive people off the wall. yeah. shutup. i have to get ready for work anyways. and...i'm out...:| The kid is not my son...

\m/ [16 Aug 2004|12:56am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | "P5hng Me A*wy"~Linkin Park ] concert was pretty kick ass. my brother, Tracy, and one of her friends went with me. we were in the front...it was so awesome! Soil, TRUSTcompany, Static-X...i was so excited. and the best part was that the ladies got in FREEEEEEEEE! whooooo! not that many people showed up, surprisingly. maybe not many knew about it. or maybe they just don't like the bands that played. oh well, their loss. :) we came home kinda early though, cuz the concert was out early. hm. oh well. it was still kick ass. i have to wait another 20 minutes before i wash my hair. i put highlights in it just a bit ago. earlier today, i shaved Alex's sides and trimmed his hair, and then i dyed parts of tracy's hair black. shit, i should start charging and do my own hair-cuttery bizznizz. lol. nah...'fraid not. Alex was telling me how he wanted to go and see "Seed of Chucky." lol. he and Scott used to always watch the Child's Play movies at our old house, and i remember that i used to be afraid of them, but act like i wasn't, cuz i was trying to not be such a pussy. lol. now, this new one coming out looks corny as hell, but more than likely i'll end up seeing it. lol. oh, that and the new Exorcist movie. i know it won't be as good as the first one (cuz none of the other sequels were), but still. i'm up for a cheesy scary movie anyday. :) i saw my grandpa today. we sat outside with him, and he basically sat there while Aunt Linda and my mom talked to one another. nice. well, i talked with him. i guess that his diabetes got worse, and they're starting to give him shots now...which isn't good. he has an infection in his foot, from poor circulation, so i dunno...we always worry about his health stuff, on top of the fact that he has Alzheimer's. grandma Ruby called Saturday, and when my mom picked up she was like "oh, are you at home?" -blinks- yeah, she must have been drunk. she backed into the fence again in her loud ass '80 jeep, and the back window busted and everything. yet, she didn't get charged, and her liscense WASN'T taken away...i don't get it. i am so up for watching the "Exorcist" right now, but we don't have it. Josh used to when he lived here, but my dad doesn't own it. so, when i get a chance, i'm gonna go out and buy it. yep. i think i'm gonna go and wash out my hair...and then watch "Labyrinth" or something. \m/DAVID BOWIE!\M/ and...i'm out...:P The kid is not my son...

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