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Haven't updated for a while my computers been as ass.
Had a good weekend. Dossed about all saturday worked 6 till finish.
Michael an Rob were trying to get me to go into town with them, an i agreed when i talked Jo into coming to. We stayed for a drink after work an tried getting a taxi into town at 11.30 =/ Jo rang one of her taxi-driver mates an he agreed to pick us up about midnight. I drove everyone back to the staff house, Craig tagged along too.
When we got there everyone got changed, 'cept me =| i didn't have anythign to wear and all the chefs clothes were too big for me. So i had to go in my work clothes [attractive]
The taxi came jus after Hannah came home so she came with us. We went to some townie club that me & my mates laugh about, but it was quite good. Admitedly they did play barbie girl, i like to move it & sex on the beach plus a load more shitty dance songs =/
We got there about quarter to 1 so we downed as many shots as we could to get drunk. I didn't drink that much, a few shots of vodka mixers an 2 double vodka an red bulls & afew smirnoff ice. Evrything was nice, we sat about drinking. Then i went to the toilet and when i came back Rob had puked everywhere.. Yum.
Jo told me she liked rob & was all ove him, i was like get in there rob and he said 'with you? Yes..Anyone else, no' Everyone always says he wants to sleep with me an stuff but i unno if they were messing about. He also told us that he was faithful to his girlfriend but hed make ane xception with me. I unno *shrugs*
Anyways, we all danced, except hannah & it was good. Mainly cos we were all wasted an noone gave a fuck. Then Michael was being a knob cos he was wasted an him an hannah had a big fight an broke up. Hannah wanted to go home so we all left. Craig an Michael were locked out the club cos they Michael was starting on people. We lost them & walked to the taxi rank. After a while they turned up, but michael fucked off again. I ended up kissing rob ergh =/
Jo was not happy she kept like getting inbetween us an pulling rob away. Rob wanted to go home, but ended up coming back to the staff house an i think he thought he was getting some.. ha
We all got home, eventaully, after losing people, running round fields looking for michael an loads of drama. Jo was all over Rob at the staff house but he was having none of it. He decided to goto bed first, in the spare room that me an jo were gunna share. All three of us ended up in this single bed, it was not funny. In the end jo left an me an rob cuddled an stuff, but we were both too fucking knackered to do anything so we just slept, i woke up quite early though an his snoring kept me awake. Not impressed.
Anyways in the morning i went home an tash's dad came to fit my new 12 disc cd changer B-) but it wudnt work =/ So i missed out on an hours sleep for nothing. Didnt have time to sleep again before i had to go back to work so i jus had a shower an stuff.
Work was shitty cos i was so tired Rob didnt turn up an everyone was not impressed. they even went to his house and he didnt come. So i dont think hell be working all this week, which could be a good thing =/
I was on a split so in my break i had lunch with Jo and her friend that never shuts up. Then i went home an had an hours sleep, but i only woke up at the last second so i had to go straight into work after waking up. It was dead though so i didnt have to do much & hannah bought me a mars ice cream so its all good =D
Today, well im not at college, i drove there & i went in, but i just kept thinking 'i dont wanna be here' i wish i cud stick to soething so much :| I hate having no aim in life. I'm thinking about working fulltime for the greyhound an hoping to move in the staff house, idealy. But the chances of it happening dont seem good.
Michael handed his notice in, maybe i could have his room? But whether theyd let me work fulltime or not i dunno =/
It's so confusing. I'll talk to my mum tonight about it, she wont be happy but she'l help me.
*Shrugs* Working tonight. Rob shud be too but his shifts been scribbled out =/ im off, byes! x
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