dear ________ ,


i'm not even sure if there are words in the dictionary to describe exactly what i think about you. so for lack of a more elegant way to put it: i think you are a worthless, manipulative piece of shit. there, i said it and this time i'm not going to feel bad about it. and to think i almost actually called you and apologized for the things i said about you before. i was almost sorry, because i thought i may have been wrong about you, but now i realize that you're just extremely talented in persuasion.

i didn't like you from the start. something was wrong. it's that feeling you get, when something's just not in the right place. like you've forgotten something but you can't figure out what. that's how i felt about you, something wasn't right. but it wasn't my place to do anything about it or say anything, so i just kept it to myself. as time went on, i was a witness to all the ridiculous shit you pulled and my disliking for you grew stronger and stronger. still not my place to intrude, i kept to myself. and then the breaking point, where i just couldn't handle you treating her in such a two-faced manipulative fashion and i finally had a reason to hate you. something to justify my thoughts from the very beginning. something to prove to me and everyone else that you really are just a worthless piece of shit.


yes, i realize that i barely know you. but that's ok. because you have so many faces i'm sure it really doesn't matter either way. i always wished that i was wrong about you, and who knows, maybe i am. i hope i'm wrong. i hope that this is all just a huge fucking misunderstanding and if so, i apologize. but i have a feeling that i'm not the one who should be apologizing here. and even if this was a misunderstanding, if you are innocent of the things you've been accused of, it doesn't change the fact that you treat my best friend like shit on a daily basis and she's constantly upset or worrying because of you. the best part is, dustin, that you KNOW all of this and you do absolutely nothing to correct yourself. you just put on an act. you lie and pretend like you're a little fucking angel and would never do anything of ill intention. and it works. it fucking words. that's what i hate the most about you. you really don't deserve her.

learn how to treat the people you say you care about. or better yet, just get hit by a train. kthanks.

sincerely,
shana.