to <3 you..to kiss you...you [cannot] love.you're a [machine.]

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 04:53:30 GMT

well today was prtty interesting... but i feel so much better now. .. i haven't posted on here for a long time ... so my dad went back home...which sucks...i've been getting into alot of fights with my winky.. but today it got all better... today we talked the whole day and i feel so much more sure for the both of us... he has definetely convinced me that he does care... i miss him soo much .. eskimo isn't online right now ... but u luv you eskimo..lmao...blanquita don't feel bad... !!! ..

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 04:27:17 GMT

yesterday was ok until all of us started arguing...then went home and argued some w/ winky..but in the end it was worth it cause i found out stuff i didn't know.which is good.and it makes me feel like a better person.in my opinion.

let's see went out.....it was friggin cold outside!!!..i was freezing my tushie......went to virgin megastore....got myself the party931 anthems 2 cd...yea!!!.....i was gonna get tiesto..but umm idk.n/e ways....then we walked around.......bought a cup for my dad's friend..and my dad bought me sex on the beach...god that shit tastes good...tried the bailey's smoothie.it has vodka/baileys and i forgot what else...man it tastes good.....later we got some hot chocolate cause we were cold.....then umm ....shit got stupid....boo

today i went out...got some grub at taco bell...mMmmm...i woke up and my eyes felt sooo heavy...cuz i fll asleep at 6 in the morning....woaw...lol...and my dad wants to tak us out again..and he wants to buy me that sweater that i never asked him for......but w/e......watched cat woman....lol...it's weird.not really.idk.....

AWW HE WROTE SOMETHING FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how sweet!!!!how adorable!!!!!.....how perfect.....!...*.*.....

ooh yeah got back mah orgy cd that johanna had sat on er lost er w/e........w00t w00t...

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 16:34:17 GMT

yesterday sucked ass...................i hate this shit

Sat, 15 Jan 2005 14:14:17 GMT

[yesterday.]
went to the mall cause my dad came yesterday.i hate the mall ..it's depressing.w/e..we watched elektra. that shit is just previews.everyone dies to easy.w/e. OoO i got my self a new digi-cam. that's one thing i'm proud of. yep.then we stopped at some chinese place to get food.except i didn't eat cause i'm not a big fan of it.

[today.]
we're gonna go to downtown disney.and city walk. idk just alot of places today. we wanna show my dad around. i miss miami so much..=C i feel like going to lincoln road and aventura mall. and sunset mall.. boo. this is bullshit. orlando is boring.boo =C

<3 __andr0idxlust

got this from that survey community thingy

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 06:39:48 GMT

(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
(?) - maybe...

(_) ever smoked marijuana
(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) stolen a car
(_) been to Japan
(_) played mailbox baseball
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) kicked someone's ass
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) had sex
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my Live/Dead journal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) Been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(_) met Bill Gates

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 06:31:40 GMT

amazingly my life gets less and less interesting each day.

yesterday - i finally got to talk to my baby.
i [love] him to death.aww he was all sleepy when i called...and kept on staying quiet...then he kept on talking about my ass...*giggles and blushes*...

today - i woke up and made pancakes.and while i was eating them i was watching jerry springer..and some lady was kicking this other lady's ass...literally...they kept kicking each other.they reminded me of horny monkeys ....which is extremely odd?.then i passed out for hours..
finally woke up..watched the tele .lmao...man the tele today is extremely random... jonathan and i were idk freaked out by the randomness of the shows we were watching..lmao..danny came out of the room....lmao...cause he was sleeping er w/e...and he goes to the kitchen ..gets a drink and then says...those were the pipes you know.......wtf??.lmao....and jonathan and i were just talking about randomness...and he just comes out and says that..lmao.....then umm...talked to my dad...he's gonna get me the cam..for sure on friday...and yay..good for me...then i ate burger w/ fries..umm drank lots of soda.....?...watched more tele..and now i'm hurr...wow how amazingly fun huh?.......wut eva

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 06:10:40 GMT

umm it's 1 am...i don't feel sleepy at all...actually i fel quite awake.....i just feel oober sick...my head hurts....my dad is coming on friday...^.^ he's gonna take us out to eat and watch that movie elecktra however you spell it...yah n/e ways...this is the chance to ask him about that digi - cam he promised me...oh and the tattoo he said he would take me to get...yup...excited ...^.^....aww.. i miss muh baby.....so much...his stupid ass mom is online right now so i can't talk to him...boo =C...n/e ways i think i'm gonna go try to rest......er maybe i'll just sit here and get me some music...wut eva... =P

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 20:32:54 GMT

made this crap journal....hopefully i wont forget i have it...